The exams ended yesterday and i'm not in relief. It's all because of the new pressure this fashion show is hanging up on me. My classmates chose me to represent our section for the fashion show on wednesday, which is just four days to go and we haven't made a thing yet. The thing is, we have to make up a design made out of trash or as they call it, indigenous materials. So we've got the design, the make-up idea, and all the accessory designs, but we haven't started yet. And i think that's big of a deal. So i'm really nervous and pressured.
so yeah, i guess i'll just do what i can!
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'last song syndrome'
5:22:00 AM
5:05:00 AM
My week was alright. I guess a teacher vulgarly scolding me in front of a bunch of classmates in school is 'alright'. But i don't feel 'OKAY' because actually, i feel harassed. I know it's natural but the way it felt was like, i'm no person who get to make mistakes once in a while. I tried my very best to have the best attitude towards other people. And for just some reason like talking out loud and sitting on the floor, my whole self gets insulted for more than half an hour! And i don't think being a teacher is enough to do that to someone like me. And not just that, I really don't care much about the scolding or whatever, it's the insult and humiliation. But what happened is no big deal to me now. I dunno why i get so mad or frustrated at something and just minutes later, i just can't care less. I guess i'm no good at grudge-keeping. And i think that that's a good thing, but not all the time. Because if i'll always be like that, then everyone would just do wrong to me thinking i won't fight back. So anyways, i'm expecting a HUGE and LOUD critism for my stupid and unfortunately bad behavior this Monday.
wish me luck!
4:12:00 AM
Just recently, Jane, a friend, asked me about blogging which made me miss it.
it's been quite a long time since I've last left a post in my blog so now, i'm trying to recap stuff that has happened.
Well, i don't know how to start. a lot has happened in the past few weeks, from the songs i've made, to the aches of the heart.
"Linking Verb"
Just a month ago, Nephi (from the next classroom/ friend) has showed me a tune and asked me to make lyrics for it. And days after, I've managed to complete the whole song. It's entitled 'Fight Back'. A lot of my friends and classmates, pretty much liked it. And i'm so flattered:). And after that, Nephi kept on making new sounds, so i, too, made new pieces of this young art of music we're striving to make. And so we've made two more songs: 'Dear Friend' and the other one has no title yet (it's harder than you think it is!)
With just less than a month, we've made songs and we don't even have a band yet! Tell me I'm a show off, but really, i'm just so proud!haha
And while our friends were listening to our songs, they came up with the a band name 'Linking Verb'. It was some sort of a joke but there's nothing bad about it, is there?lol
so now, we're still trying to make the songs better and record it soon. We've actually recorded one but i still don' t have the copy since it was put in a phone. Though the record copy wasn't as good as a studio's, i think it still works since i'm not even in a band and we had that song just two weeks ago. So ask me how i got those lyrics so fast in my mind..ASK me how!!!lol (the answer is the on the next chapter..lmao)
"The Inspiration"
It's really true that if you have an immense feeling or a strong emotion, words will rush out from your mouth or your pen or the keyboards or whatever; and i can prove that!
To tell you the truth, i'm childish. I'm that type of kid who doesn't care if i ran too fast or talk too loud or even laugh in an unacceptably absurd way. But with this feeling that got me hooked into, i expected for everything to change but NO. Even if i have this special something, i still am PUNJA. The crazy senior student who acts like a first grader. The happy-go-lucky gal who runs over at people, says sorry, and runs again. And i just love the way that is. It makes proof that i am still who i am even if i have this blood pumping craze over this guy. And it just makes me glad that i don't have to be someone else for him. But you know what, if i won't write lyrics or whatever to express my feelings, then i think i wouldn't be able to do things the way i do them. Because i wouldn't have an output for this head-spinning sensation in my heart.
So just you know, i really don't care about the 'happy ever after' endings because for the first time, even if this guy totally keeps me from sleeping, i still pray for him to be happy and have whatever or whoever he likes. And it amazes me how i don't pray much about him getting to like me. I just want to be there for him as a friend :) (really..swear!)
I think i've spoken out too much about this heart-of-mine-loco..so until then, BYE!
it's been quite a long time since I've last left a post in my blog so now, i'm trying to recap stuff that has happened.
Well, i don't know how to start. a lot has happened in the past few weeks, from the songs i've made, to the aches of the heart.
"Linking Verb"
Just a month ago, Nephi (from the next classroom/ friend) has showed me a tune and asked me to make lyrics for it. And days after, I've managed to complete the whole song. It's entitled 'Fight Back'. A lot of my friends and classmates, pretty much liked it. And i'm so flattered:). And after that, Nephi kept on making new sounds, so i, too, made new pieces of this young art of music we're striving to make. And so we've made two more songs: 'Dear Friend' and the other one has no title yet (it's harder than you think it is!)
With just less than a month, we've made songs and we don't even have a band yet! Tell me I'm a show off, but really, i'm just so proud!haha
And while our friends were listening to our songs, they came up with the a band name 'Linking Verb'. It was some sort of a joke but there's nothing bad about it, is there?lol
so now, we're still trying to make the songs better and record it soon. We've actually recorded one but i still don' t have the copy since it was put in a phone. Though the record copy wasn't as good as a studio's, i think it still works since i'm not even in a band and we had that song just two weeks ago. So ask me how i got those lyrics so fast in my mind..ASK me how!!!lol (the answer is the on the next chapter..lmao)
"The Inspiration"
It's really true that if you have an immense feeling or a strong emotion, words will rush out from your mouth or your pen or the keyboards or whatever; and i can prove that!
To tell you the truth, i'm childish. I'm that type of kid who doesn't care if i ran too fast or talk too loud or even laugh in an unacceptably absurd way. But with this feeling that got me hooked into, i expected for everything to change but NO. Even if i have this special something, i still am PUNJA. The crazy senior student who acts like a first grader. The happy-go-lucky gal who runs over at people, says sorry, and runs again. And i just love the way that is. It makes proof that i am still who i am even if i have this blood pumping craze over this guy. And it just makes me glad that i don't have to be someone else for him. But you know what, if i won't write lyrics or whatever to express my feelings, then i think i wouldn't be able to do things the way i do them. Because i wouldn't have an output for this head-spinning sensation in my heart.
So just you know, i really don't care about the 'happy ever after' endings because for the first time, even if this guy totally keeps me from sleeping, i still pray for him to be happy and have whatever or whoever he likes. And it amazes me how i don't pray much about him getting to like me. I just want to be there for him as a friend :) (really..swear!)
I think i've spoken out too much about this heart-of-mine-loco..so until then, BYE!
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