the "BOND-day"

the BOND day it is:D

me and ate shak trying hard to be the aysklem models..haha

i lovah this pose!haha

nyahaha..
shak: FTW!
elle: unsa?..english nsad!hmp!

i have soooooooooooo much time in the world that i can't even type much right now:p~ irony eh?

anyways, today i went to the school to return the USB where the pictures needed for the TVJQ. i don't know why they are still pursuing that mag when it's already summer...useless ayt? but i didn't have any choice. i am a blah blah editor *show off!

then i went to viel's place but she wasn't there. so i just went home and decided to go with my mom and sister. we went to the court for something like a trial but it turned out the defendant didn't come. uggh..i hate them, but as God says,"love your enemy". my mum's courage and faith in God just awes me. she just did her best and let God do the rest. i just hope that that we'll have enough money to buy that HOLGA 120n starter kit i've been dreaming for days!haha..is that too much for a dream?

so we just came with the lawyer to his office which was at sulpicio lines..yes, he's their lawyer too..cool huh! and we actually saw Cokaliong!the real one!hahaha

and then we went to SM to EAT!!!FOOD!!!hahaha

and now i'm telling you all these!haha..or should i say, i'm telling myself all these:))

buhbuh!

the BOND day

it was a day OFF!

this is my new multiply background:D(click to view link)

the other side(down: the "i dunno guy", tita, granny, my tita who's about to leave, mum, kuya alvin)
(up: uncle, the other tita, mabel, and sam:D)

it was a family day![without kuya though:(]. i went to the airport with mum. we just wanted to see my aunt before she leaves, (for switzerland) but it's just for the summer. it was really hot that day. like the sun's rays could burn my eyes:(( . we spent 2 hours there, sitting, eating a LOT of fries, and chatting. i was so full, i didn't notice how time flew so fast. and there tita went.

so we rode in that guy's mini-van (i dunno him, hehe). it was SO SO SO hot inside that tin-can! ugh..i could hardly breathe..pfffffft..i was sweating profusely and my whole body was a total mess! my face was melting down with the concealer:( . and my cousin mistakenly brought the umbrella with her. mum was really mad at me. like, when we got off that really hot 'oven', she was like, "nganu wa man nimo dad-a? ha? nganu imo man gikalimtan ang payung!!!blah blah blah!" ..and i was like ,"ang2 unahon tu nako..init kaau wa ko kabantay."..and she hit me with the fan she was holding. yeah, my mum's a brute herself, hahaha. ugh..i didn't talk to her until my sister came after us at the church. and then my father came with a bagful of ampaw, chicharon, bud2, and all those stuff from CAR-CAR! (carcar, no wonder:D). then after the mass, KFC was my first choice but they preferred chowking. and i started talking, food was the way:D haha.. then we bought stuff at (that grocery store there in redemptorist church..i forgot:p~). ate bought 3 magazines for a hundred and mum bought a lot of good FOOD! yey! ..when we came home, ate cooked, pup fed me:)) and mum ..i dunno..i think she was watching TV:D..and my bro?..he was about to go to Bantayan for the holy week with his friends..haha..he's gonna get "charcoaled" when he gets home.:))...and then ate washed the dishes and cleaned the kitchen..while i was so rude just sitting before the monitor, and just doing stuff on the internet. then we watched southpark and then happy slip. we had good laughs. hahaha..that's all for now. ugh..it's so late already:(..almost one in the morning:(..buhbye..:D

ate tsuk-tsak and me:D..didn't mean to wear the same hoodie:))

me trying to sip one of those "chowking" sauces..haha

check this out:D

"Emerson Drive"

have some time to check out this band. this trio might fit your taste:D

(click to view link)^_^

almost-there VAIN photos:))

this is me giving shark-oh a lick:D

the JOD love:))


hello operator..?!?!


yeah uh..here she comes:))

here's a sample:D

haha..darn it..it's 2:39 am and i'm sleepy:))

continue next time:p

why am i always in trouble?

11:14 pm
i so hate it..i get SLAPPED for asking permission to go to a beach party. why am i not fit in this perfect family? why do i feel like i'm no better than a rock? i feel so small. does everyone feel this way once in a while?..or is it just me? i thought being in this perfect family is like having everything..but i was wrong...being in a perfect family is to be perfect yourself. how can i be ever like that? i'm not blaming anyone, i'm just feeling so down and low right this instance.:( and i think i'm getting really depressed. not because i can't go with my friends, but because i can't be the person they want me to be.:(

11:43
but there's this one person who tried hard to make me laugh just now:D he told me corny jokes [[which were really funny]] and i laughed with him:D thanks to you i understood my parents better:D

the last FRIDAY of school year 07-08

we're leaving our classroom this messy!

probably our last oreos till june...lol...

they're as busy as bees![[and me? well..]]look down:D




i was just messin' around with marrah:))
and look what she did!
i think i totally lost my mind:))

[[to view more of our pics, just click this]] ---> punja




and yesterday, our group passed the project in which we had to make a copy of the British crown. i think we did well. i think i did most of the work but it's cool coz my other group mates were a lot of help:D here's a picture of our "obra maestra"!!!

that's not a good shot! [[i look freaky]]


and tomorrow is the farewell party. my classmates are going to the beach. they wanted me to go but mum won't let me:(...she says it's too dangerous and that no adult is coming with us. i understand that but as Eunice said "even if you're at home watching TV...there's still danger". and i know that because danger chooses no time, no place.it could be here and now"..
i feel so disappointed right now, coz everyone's coming but me:(

how i wish i could cast a spell on her and she'd just give me cash and let me go:(
hahaiss...

i feel so sad and depressed:((
(and i'll be bored the whole weekend)

showing-off:D

this is me [singing like a retard ROFL:))] ...i hope i didn't ruin your appetite:D

..i was kinda not xure if this video would work coz this was like, the 5th time i took a vid..coz there was something wrong with the cam [[the video would go "kssssssshhhh" in the middle part]] and i was singing again and again and i was about to give up :)) ...this was the only one that didn't have the "ksssssssssshhhh" sound, btw.
my
so there it is..the final product of the unwanted!..haha..enjoy my displeasing performance:))

the "The Voice Junior Quill" mag!

the staff and the writers!see me there?..posing like a saint:))

shut up!..or i'll throw this ROCK on you!lelz!



climbing up there wasn't easy!:((


haha..that's vielai and me..(i call her that)

ugh..these are some photos from our mag-staff pictorial. We didn't really need the pictures that much,we just wanted to skip classes:D

in the mag, i was supposed to be the cartoonist but due to some stuff on the way..i was made the layout-editor. and it's really harD! and i have to edit the articles (which is not my job) coz the teachers are really busy calculating the grades. i have to type this, edit that, read this, and save that! and i have to edit pics and still draw (even if wasn't made cartoonist :p~).

but it's FUN though:D ..i feel really responsible like i can win a grammy award or something:))
i feel like i am about to accomplish a mission:))

being one of the staff!

i never expected it to be this hard! like, i was supposed to do the things a "layout editor" is not entitled to do. but i really think it's fun. i have to skip classes just to edit articles and other stuff. i 'bow' down to those who do this kind of work everyday. you can never say it's that easy, coz it's harder than you think it is. you have to stay up late (just like now) and catch up with the deadlines. And the pressure from the expectations of the people just makes everything more intense. *sigh

well, here's a rough of what i made. i really hope this would be good enough.


***sighs
it's already 12:56 in the morning and i have school tomorrow..i need to rest..pffftt..

meeting "moymoy"

This is moymoy. i met her at my aunt's place. they have adopted moymoy for a week now. she was a very cuddly pup! she would run after my cuzin and play with her all day long. she doesn't ruin things...or maybe just a little bit.:D
i fell in love with her. she was so cute that she looked like a stuffed toy! she was not the noisy type too, which made her better than the other pups i met before. and when she gets tired, she would just lie flat on the floor and ignores everything:))




isn't she lovely? **giggles

i'm being sucked down..

ugh..can't get in my own self's mind-party!

i dunno what i'm feeling lately. i feel mad, sad, depressed but i still laugh. i can't get in myself that much to know what i feel. i was mad because of those gossips and all... i was sad because of the fact that my old batch mates are the ones i'm mad at... but at the same time i still laugh with my friend despite all those bad things that has happened. and there's nothing i could do to let go of this drama..worse, our year level is divided only to two sections..how the heck am i gonna hide away from them?..duhhh..i want to just end this and start a new life in a different school with people who are less complicated!!!

***just two more weeks of awkward situations' to bear...

i can't help it..i'm mad!

this is me and marrah

it was a long time ago:D

i really don't know why my temper got that high(yesterday). i mean, there's this girl in school and there was an issue about my friend, marrah, going out with her BF which was exaggerated too much. then yesterday, she called my friend. of course, i went with her and then the girl started blabbing about this and that until this line rang a bell "why are you denying? don't you have any conscience?..he was drunk.. why did you do that?" (in a very offensive manner). my friend was in awe and i knew that everything was just so wrong. i didn't realize i was already talking and i remember myself say "huh?..well, marrah here has nothing to lose, and we all know that you do." (my eyebrows were really useful that day..hahaha)
i didn't intend to quarrel, i never did. it was just so fast and until now.. i'm mad inside. and everyone in their class has got it all wrong. they think i was just out of my league and it was all marrah's fault which i disagree. we all have 2 weeks left till summer. and i dunno if i can stand watching those meaningful looks they give me..duhhh..and then, they exaggerated what happened..blah blah blah..talk your heart out because i don't give a damn..marrah and i will still keep laughing and you will waste your time talking about US! ((evil laugh))

know me first..

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ugh..my first blog..yey!..so as usual, i'll do the introduction.. i'm MARIA..but i'm called elle, punja, manx and so on. i don't really know much about myself either but i'll try. :D well, i just turned 16 last February and i don't really feel that good about it. i feel old you see but that's okay, at least i lasted this long! (haha) anyways, i'm in 3rd year high school but most of the time, i get mistakenly believed to be older than i am. many thought i was in college which is not a big deal but it makes me think that i look old and i don't like that but there's nothing i can do:p! now.. i'm just waiting for school to end and i'm still thinking of what this summer has in store for me. i plan on having a diet and more exercise because lately, i feel heavy and fat! haha..i think this is all a part of growing up and this is something i don't wanna miss. yeah, i'm the period where everything is fiction and reality. dammit, it's hard!!! but i like it!:p uhm..and about me, i'm not the blah blah blah type..but i'm not that shy either..i guess i'm both chatty and noiseless! i love music and i sing while taking a shower (everyone does that, ayt?). i'm just a common extra-ordinary and i live for God, my family and my friends (my real friends). really, that's all i can think of now..

and there's a recent picture of myself and owl as in Oh-wl...